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sory lorhh..agak2 mane2 post yg korg bukak tp xbole tgk 2 that mean ade mslh teknikal ckit...huhu...xde r actually post2 tuhh aq wat mase aq gune url yg lame...tp skrg aq da tukar url yg baru...hehe so korg xbole tgok klu trus klik ke "post by njs" or "u might also like"...xtahu pulak akan jadi mcm nie...klu yg nk tgok tuh kene klik kt "older post" owk...hahaha...2 pon klu nk tgok...huhu...

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Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
menantikan kehadiran dirimu
entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu
sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
saat kau jauh disana
ooo…

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan
saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
apakah sama yang kau rasakan

walau raga kita terpisah jauh
namun hati kita selalu dekat
bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
dan rasakan a a a aku
kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
terhapus ruang dan waktu
percayakan kesetiaan ini
akan tulus a a ai aishiteru

hapus sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
perasaan resah gelisah
jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah
o...uo
banyak segala misi dan ambisimu
akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
kumohon kau kembali

when i become lazy superwoman

FINAL EXAM SEM 2!!!!!! sudah bermula....arggghhhh tension bebeno la...2 paper dah lepas..pas nie paper bi pulak...hmmm pas2 subjek yg akan kill me ke tali hayat terakhir...ACCOUNTING, MICROECONOMICS & BUSINESS MATHEMATICS....HUH...mcm mne nie...da la akaun mmg aq xbole nk catch up..aq pon xtau kenapa mmg aq mls sgt n + xsuke subjek akaun nie...sgt2 memeningkan kepala otak aq...mmg r kan mne ade benda yg senang dalam dunia nie...hehehe ^_^


Hope aq bole buat...yeahhhh aja aja fighting...caiyok3...berusaha selagi mampu...usaha tangga kejayaan...

BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT =)

operation + surgery....grrrrrrrr!!!!

  
17 october 2009..the date that i will never forget..the historic date for me..at Hospital Sultan Ismail, Johor Bharu i placed for further treatment..i go to HSI on 16 october..until i at HSI i went to medical check by a specialist of the nose, ears and mouth..after inspection, the doctor found a lump of pus found at the bottom of my ears..after getting approval to conduct the surgery, doctors prescribe the date of my surgery the next day..the sorts of things that i feel..nervous,scared, and so on..
the day of surgery, 17 october, saturday, at 10.00 a.m, i was brought into the operating room..but do not know why this time I could not feel anything..not afraid..but not enjoy of cause..when i lay in bed surgical and surgical lights bright lights in my face..i am not able to say anything else except pray that the surgery went well..
surgery started when i was sedated by the anesthesia specialist..after the doctor inserts a camera through my nose wire. doctors should not be put through the mouth because my mouth will not open at that time..despite being sedated, but pain when the camera can still be felt..and the pain that i felt God only knows..but a minute later i went unconscious..maybe the effects of anesthesia..
3 hours, then i realized..and my doctor said surgery did not take too much time just an hour and a half alone..the doctor told me, during surgery, after doctors had cut a little squirt pus..i hear it i chuckle..hehehe..after surgery, i had to admission and care under a specialist doctor. My week-long hospital. tired and bored. and the most i do not like about the hospital is food..very uncomfortable and not tasty..bargaining and the same menu every day..hehehe..i do not want to stay in the hospital again this past..hehe..so i'll keep my health as best as possible so as not to enter the hospital again..let this be the first and last....huhuhu =)
and most depressing of the year..i had to celebrate my birthday in the hospital..
no friends, no cake = (