syukur pada mu Ya Allah

wahhhh..hari ini khamis 26 mei 2011 tiba juga..result utk student dip unisza telah diumumkan..semua sedang sibuk bercerita pasal result masing2..ade yg gembira sbb perstasi meningkat, dapat DL..ade jugak yg sedih sbb prestasi turun, xdapat DL,,hurmm..aq?? aq dua2 ade..gembira ade sedih pon ade..aq punye result ok la..nk kata teruk xde la teruk sgt kot..at least ape yg aq nmpak prestasi aq sedikit sebanyak ade juga yg meningkat..alhamdulillah..yg aq paling xsangka account aq meningkat..huhu dah la stdy last minute kot..thanks pada yg telah banyak membantu aq nie..last minute baru la nk terkocoh-kocoh..huh..urmm sedikit mengecewakan pada subjek micro coz result xseperti yg aq impikan..heehe..tp ok la..dan yg aq paling sedih subjek bus math aq down ckit.. :(  tp xpe la..aq harap ini semua akan jd pengajaran dan peringatan utk aq agar lebih berusaha kelak..next sem aq kne struggle lebih lg..coz pngk aq tidak begitu memuaskan..

TAHNIAH pada student2 terutamanya student intrade yg telah berjaya..ade yg dpt result gempak giler..fuhh aq bangga la dgn korg..keep it up ok..teruskan kejayaan anda pada masa akan dtg..pada yg dpt result sederhana (aq la antaranye tuhh) teruskan berusaha..jgn main2 lg 0k..USAHA TANNGA KEJAYAAN>>

hurmm dgn result aq nie..adakah aq akan mendapat surat cinta utk kedua kalinya?? juz wait n see ^-^

SCARED

hari ini 23 mei, hari yang paling (xtahu nk ckp mcm mane)..segala jenis perasaan ade..tension giler..tetibe dapat surat dari JPA. 

AMARAN KERANA PENCAPAIAN PRESTASI AKADEMIK YG SEDERHANA BAGI PELAJAR TAJAAN JPA..sehubungan dgn itu, saudari diberi amaran supaya mempertingkatkan lagi prestasi akademik agar memperolehi kejayaan yg cemerlang..sila ambil perhatian bahawa Jabatan ini boleh menamatkan penajaan saudari jika masih menunjukkan prestasi akademik yg lemah di masa hadapan..Sekian terima kasih

walamak sekali bace nak menjerit jew rasa..sedih kot..takut semua ade..susah aq nt klu sem depan xdapat tajaan..PT pon dah xde..xkan nk gune duit sendiri..aq mmg ade duit kan..biasiswa FAMA pon aq xnk ar..aq klu bole xnk susahkan mak dgn ayh..dari start nak masuk u sampai la skrg semua perbelanjaan aq gune duit sendiri, duit gaji aq dulu, duit tajaan JPA dan sempat jugak la merasa duit PT..hurmm..sekarang nie aq hanya bisa berdoa pada tuhan semoga result aq kali nie meningkat..Ya ALLAH tolonglah hamba mu ini..

kelanasiswa UniSZA

sape kata jadi budak pengakap nie xbest..haha tp aq pon dulu ckp mcm 2 jugak..tp xkenal maka xcinta..sekali da masuk pengakap nie terus jatuh cinta..hehe..ONCE SCOUT ALWAYS SCOUT..sejak aq masuk kor pengakap mcm2 pengalaman yg aq dapat..klu nak buat ape2 event semua kene handle sendiri..kene buat surat kat hepa la, kt org tu org nie..silap sikit kne reject..haii susah btol klu kne handle sendiri..da xde lg cikgu ke yg nak tlg buatkan..kitorg juz ade sorg faci yg akan bg support dr belakang..tp biase la kan budak baru belajar mmg byk silap nye..kitorg anggap semua cabaran yg dtg sebagai satu ujian bg kitorg..belajar dr kesilapan..
Kelanasiswa sem 2 KKY1011 batch 10/11 telah berjaya memperoleh Baden Powell (B-P) Award iaitu anugerah tertinggi dalam Pengakap Kelanasiswa..semua atas usaha ahli kelana sendiri yg berjaya melengkapkan kelima-lima lencana yg diperlukan iaitu lencana ICT, Kemahiran, Kepimpinan, Perkhidmatan & Pengembaraan..dan secara tdk lgsng kami memperoleh Manik Kayu 1..
Terima kasih kepada fasilitator kami En. Syed Mohd Al-Shukri bin Tuan Sharif atas segala tunjuk ajar, nasihat dan bantuan anda..haa xlupe juga pada patrol aq Patrol Dato' Bahaman (syah aka ketua + master chef, puteri norshafiza. Afiqah, Mustakim, Norshairah & Shahirah)...dan juga kepada patrol2 lain..Patrol Panglima Gantang, Patrol Dato' Maharajalela & Patrol Tok Janngut..
Insyaallah sem 3 nt kami akan berusaha pula utk mendapat manik kayu 2, 3a & 3b..dan ini melengkapkan diri kami utk ke Jambori Antarabangsa di Kem Telaga Batin, Terengganu bulan 11 nt kot..hehe
Dan yg aq plg xsabar2 nie..insyaallah jika tiada alang melintang seramai 6 org kelanasiswa unisza akan ke Jambori Antarabangsa di Palembang bulan 7 nt..utk persediaan kami akan ke Pra-Jambori di KTB bulan 6 nt hmm tp bukan sebagai peserta tp as heehee..
layari laman blog kelanasiswa 

thE bEst m0mEnt as budak sekolah

 

budak2 4sp2 & 5sp2 batch 08/09...classmate yg gile2 remaja..hehe..

miss u all...cyg korg

 

dinner Persatuan Sains Sukan tahun 09..kenapa aq kata time nie the best m0ment bg aq..coz mlm tuh aq mendapat 2 anugerah..hehe..syukur alhamdulillah..xpena2 dlm hidup aq naik pentas kot..segan jerk..haha..biasa la budak low profile mcm aq nie mmg nk naik pentas kn..

 

KAPA gurl from SMK Sri Mersing..the best m0ment kawat kaki at Gunung Ledang..Perkhemahan Integrasi Kadet Pertahanan Awam peringkat Negeri Johor..

sElAmAt hAri ibU ;)

 

Selamat Hari Ibu/Mak kepada mak saya Kamariyah binti Majid..I Love U m0m..semoga Allah melindungi mak..Terima kasih diatas segala pengorbanan yg telah mak lakukan kepada anak2 mak yg seramai 7 org nie..hehe ala bru 7 org kan..lg ramai lg best..hehe..Pengorbanan mak sentiasa diingati..even xmungkin mampu utk dibalas namun jasa mu tetap dikenang..kami anak2 mak akan sedaya upaya untuk buat mak bahagia n happy selalu..insyaallah..hmm hanye ini yg mampu aku katakan..aq bukan pandai sgt nk ckp feeling2 nie..hehe..but yg pasti SY SYG MAK SY..xmungkin mmpu diluahkan dgn kata2.. ;)

selepas tamat spm aq keje kt selngr pas2 further study pulak..kira2 hmpir 2 tahun dah aq terpaksa duduk berjauhan dgn mak..rindu giler kt mak ayah..lebih2 lg bile dah further study nie..aq jrg2 call mak aq..hehe jahatnye aq kan..sory la mak erkk..bukn apew..aq nie dgn parents pon low profile (pemalu)..hehe..0k la mak pasnie org janji akan rajin2 call mak..hehe..n my advise kpd budak2 yg akan further study tuhh rjin2 kan call parents korg even sesibuk mne pon korg 0k..

special t0 my m0m

DisiNi :)

salam...entry hari...di hari pertama menjejakkan kaki di bumi mersing setelah beberapa bulan diperantauan...cehh wah...hehe...tepat jam 5.10 pm aq tiba di persimpangan kg sri pantai...my dad dah sedia menanti kepulangan anak nye yg tercinta..hehe...wahhh rindu beb...rindu giler...dah sampai umah niehh...mencari2 kelibat some1...sape lg my mom larhh... ;) cari punye cari xjumpe2...mne pulak menghilang?? ishhh...last2 setelah beberapa ketika aq baru ingat..haiyyaa mak keje la!!bengong tol aq nie..bole lupe pulak...dh rindu sgt kn..hehe..

hmmm...now da ade dekat rumah...aq nk watpe erkk?? xkan nk dok lepak jerkk...memperhobehkan boreh jaa...nk tanam anggur belakang rumah pon??hmmm?? bole gak tuhh...belakang rumah aq pon kosong...heeee...tp mrsg skrg panas giler arr...kang baru sehari tanam mampuh dah...hmmm ish xleh jadi niehh...ape yg aq boleh buat sepanjang cuti nie...seriusly duit aq mmg da tggl nyawa2 ikan nie...nk keje tp kat mne erkk?? ade cdgn x?? kowt2 la sape2 yg sudi nk tawarkan budak xckup ilmu nie, den on jaa...hehe...but sure yg halal k..huh...nmpk nye keje aq nt on9 fb 24 jam jew la...pas2 rajin2 update blog niehh..klu dah 24 jam mengadap lappy niee pastinye charger juga akan sentiasa melekat kt suis tuhh kn...n nt akn dgr larh pak said mulut berkata2 tp mata tgok berita tv (seperti sem lepas)...nk thu ape kata nye?? hmm cm nie : "haii mak nye bulan lepas bil elektrik 40 50 henget, tp alamat nye lepas nie kene bayar double triple larh kn"...waaa...sape makan lada dialah yg terasa pedas nye kann...hehehe...aq bole wt xdgr jaa..tp dlm hati dah gelak guling2 dah..hehehe

merdeka larhhh

 

huahuahua....hari nie (pagi tadi)  last paper final exam aq (busn math)...huh akhirnya tamat jua perjuangan selama 4 bulan beberapa hari di SEMASTER 2 kat unisza niehh...kami berjuang hidup dan mati untuk 16 jam kredit sem ini...hahaha nantikanlah sem hadapan (sem 3) untuk 18 jam kredit...totally subjek 3 jam kredit...5 subjek 3 jam kredit n 1 subjek 2 jam kredit....huh jgn hrp bole main2 lg sem depan...

tapi yg aq paling tension....haiiyyaa next sem aq akan bercinta lg dgn accounting, math ("bus stat" ~ bak kata mima), n eco (macro) ...huaaaaaa...ingt kn dah xjumpe dah killer3 subjek niehh...huh...plus 2 lg subjek baru introduction to finance (ingt dak finance jew amek...hehe) & fundamental of information technology (harap bukan ayh ku lg yg jd lect..hahaha)...hmm tp xpe lah...dgn azam yg baru niehh...hahaha...sem dpn nk perform...dgr kata sem 3 senang dpt DL...waa klu mcm tuhh aq pon nk jugak beb...heeeeee

ok..exam sude tamat...now bermula la cuty sem...haha saat2 yg dinantikan...aq balek esok pagi...perhhh xsabar dah nie nk jumpe mersing..hehe..nk jumpe mak ayah..nk hangout dgn kwn2 kt sane...rindu beb kt diorg...huhu...hmm mlm nie nk kne pack2 barang dah...tppppp rase mls la pulak...mmg ckit kn brg...huh...stor gile dah penuh...dikonke set2 syariah...thu la diorg balek awal..hbis 1 stor tuhh penuh dgn brg diorg jep...kasihan la kt set2 3P nie yg blek lmbt nk cmpak mne la brg2 niehh...haiiyyaa nmpknye pndai2 la nk hidup kan...

btw...mersing tggu jew la kepulangan aq esok 0k even aq thu ko xkn lari kemana...haha...

HEYYY ORG2 TAMAN PANTAI..ANAK PAK SAID NK BALIK NIEE...HEHEHE

jgn lupe sambut bentang karpet merah dgn kompang sekali...hahahaha...

attention plzz...hahaha

sory lorhh..agak2 mane2 post yg korg bukak tp xbole tgk 2 that mean ade mslh teknikal ckit...huhu...xde r actually post2 tuhh aq wat mase aq gune url yg lame...tp skrg aq da tukar url yg baru...hehe so korg xbole tgok klu trus klik ke "post by njs" or "u might also like"...xtahu pulak akan jadi mcm nie...klu yg nk tgok tuh kene klik kt "older post" owk...hahaha...2 pon klu nk tgok...huhu...

AisHitEru

 

Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
menantikan kehadiran dirimu
entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu
sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
saat kau jauh disana
ooo…

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan
saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
apakah sama yang kau rasakan

walau raga kita terpisah jauh
namun hati kita selalu dekat
bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
dan rasakan a a a aku
kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
terhapus ruang dan waktu
percayakan kesetiaan ini
akan tulus a a ai aishiteru

hapus sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
perasaan resah gelisah
jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah
o...uo
banyak segala misi dan ambisimu
akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
kumohon kau kembali

when i become lazy superwoman

FINAL EXAM SEM 2!!!!!! sudah bermula....arggghhhh tension bebeno la...2 paper dah lepas..pas nie paper bi pulak...hmmm pas2 subjek yg akan kill me ke tali hayat terakhir...ACCOUNTING, MICROECONOMICS & BUSINESS MATHEMATICS....HUH...mcm mne nie...da la akaun mmg aq xbole nk catch up..aq pon xtau kenapa mmg aq mls sgt n + xsuke subjek akaun nie...sgt2 memeningkan kepala otak aq...mmg r kan mne ade benda yg senang dalam dunia nie...hehehe ^_^


Hope aq bole buat...yeahhhh aja aja fighting...caiyok3...berusaha selagi mampu...usaha tangga kejayaan...

BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT =)

operation + surgery....grrrrrrrr!!!!

  

17 october 2009..the date that i will never forget..the historic date for me..at Hospital Sultan Ismail, Johor Bharu i placed for further treatment..i go to HSI on 16 october..until i at HSI i went to medical check by a specialist of the nose, ears and mouth..after inspection, the doctor found a lump of pus found at the bottom of my ears..after getting approval to conduct the surgery, doctors prescribe the date of my surgery the next day..the sorts of things that i feel..nervous,scared, and so on..

the day of surgery, 17 october, saturday, at 10.00 a.m, i was brought into the operating room..but do not know why this time I could not feel anything..not afraid..but not enjoy of cause..when i lay in bed surgical and surgical lights bright lights in my face..i am not able to say anything else except pray that the surgery went well..

surgery started when i was sedated by the anesthesia specialist..after the doctor inserts a camera through my nose wire. doctors should not be put through the mouth because my mouth will not open at that time..despite being sedated, but pain when the camera can still be felt..and the pain that i felt God only knows..but a minute later i went unconscious..maybe the effects of anesthesia..

3 hours, then i realized..and my doctor said surgery did not take too much time just an hour and a half alone..the doctor told me, during surgery, after doctors had cut a little squirt pus..i hear it i chuckle..hehehe..after surgery, i had to admission and care under a specialist doctor. My week-long hospital. tired and bored. and the most i do not like about the hospital is food..very uncomfortable and not tasty..bargaining and the same menu every day..hehehe..i do not want to stay in the hospital again this past..hehe..so i'll keep my health as best as possible so as not to enter the hospital again..let this be the first and last....huhuhu =)
and most depressing of the year..i had to celebrate my birthday in the hospital..
no friends, no cake = (
 

 

FoRuM =)

 

MENTAL BLOCK...gggrrrrrrrrr

wh0 am i

 

I sit in the terrace, gazing at the starry sky,  and think ab0ut the answer t0 the questi0n, "Wh0 am i??" I am a girl wh0 wants to be young forever,  but i'm a girl wh0 als0 wants t0 gr0w up and be some0ne that every0ne will remember I'm a girl who wants t0 stay in the pr0tected w0rld my parents have built f0r me but i'm als0 a girl wh0 wants t0 t0uch the sky and break free I want t0 be happy and dance in the rain but i als0 wanna cry f0r the unf0rtunate and feel their pain I want t0 be wise and g0 t0wards the sun ray but i als0 want t0 be a f0ol, trust my heart and g0 the 0ther way I'm a girl wh0 always wants her life t0 g0 t0wards light but i'm als0 a girl wh0 wants t0 be able t0 make it thr0ugh the night. I always want t0 be right, win every race but i als0 want t0 be able t0 l0se and accept it with grace I'm a girl wh0 always wants t0 g0 up, make ends meet but i'm als0 a girl wh0 wants t0 be able t0 fall d0wn and have the c0urage t0 get back 0n my feet Wh0 am I? What kind of a human being? I'm right, i'm wrong, i'm everything

in my dream

 

i can't quite remember

my dreams last night

0nly thing i kn0w f0r sure

it's that u were there t0 h0ld me tight

things were kinda dark, mixed n c0nfused

i can't quite remember it all

but i remember u

i was kinda dazed, crazed, l0st

but i dream 0f u n u were there

u had me in y0ur arms

u did care

i had a dream 

i can 0nly remember

u were there...in my dreams

"budak pandai"

 

Di suatu petang yg semp0i2 bahasa...(haha ta leh blaa)...

Di sebuah tmpt yg digelar Dewan Kutub Utara...

Semasa Madam Sizuka sedang bz melecturerkan student2 nye...

 di suatu sudut yg plg jauh di kutub itu (cehh) n0bita & giant pon duduk..

a few minutes....tibe2.........

n0bita : xpe...budak pandai xyah bwk buku g class pon xpe..

lengang2 bwk henf0n jewp..

giant : @#$%^&*!?<>

*a few minutes

sambil2 n0bita mencari2 khazanah berharga di dlm beg nye..

n lastly n0bita "mengaru-garu" telinganya..

giant : xpe..budak pandai xyah penat2 dgr lecturer kt dpn..

sedap2 dgr lagu jewp kt belkg..

n0bita : ??????????????

*sedang lecturer bz di hdpn

n0bita : gap0 ny0 la madam sizuka b0be kt dpn tuhh...

aq dah la xpahe se pon dye 0yak gap0....hmmm

madam sizuka : awk kena tulis yew..awk xbole dgr jewp..

 n xsemene-mene tetibe terdgr satu suara aneh berkata sesuatu..

giant : emm xpe..budak pandai xyah tulis pon xpe..

semua dah scan msuk dlm 0tak..

n0bita : buzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

*after 2 h0ur

otw balek ke bilik..

giant : heyyy suni0.. cer tgok 2...

n0bita : (dlm hati) ape pndang2??huh

suni0 : b0 b0 la tuhh..dah lmbat dah...ade class lg pas nie..

giant : emm xpe..budak pndai dtg class lmbat pon xpe..

nobita : @@@@@@@

*after a few minutes

giant : pakai stoking ke mlm nie??

n0bita : emm xpe..budak pandai xyah pakai st0king pon xpe..

dah kebal dah..

giant : ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

*emmmm sian n0bita di buli 0leh makhluk berwarna pink...

mane la si doreman xde pon nk back up n0bita..

2 vs 1...c0nfirm la kalah si n0bita tuhhh..

finally...dah bagai pecah perut nk ketawa...

gelak sampai ke dlm biik air coz teringat kata2 si makhluk pink tuhh...

(memang sengal bet0l)hahahaha

habis hilang semua ilmu td (ade kew??haha) gara2 si makhluk pink..

emm xpe..dye budak pandai..klu ilmu 2 fly away dye b0le tgkap blek..

m0ral ~

f0kus la time lecturer b0be kt dpn tuhh even xphm sekali pon 0k..

jadi la seperti n0bita...jgn jd seperti giant...

ehhh silap...

jadilah seperti giant..jgn jd seperti n0bita..

ehhh nope2...dua2 xleh pkai..hahaha...

jadi lah diri sendiri...

caiy0ookk maju kan diri anda...lakukan perubahan...

s0metimes @_@

 

S0metimes we need t0 :

st0p analyzing the past

st0p planning the future

st0p trying t0 figure 0ut precisely fr0m we fell

st0p deciding with 0ur mind what we want 0ur heart t0 feel

S0metimes we just have t0 g0 with

"whatever happens...happens"

S0metimes everything will all make perfect sense

s0 f0r n0w,

laugh at the c0nfusion

smile through the tears and

keep reminding y0urself

that everything happens f0r a reas0n..

NEVER..

 

Never say i l0ve u..if u really d0n't care

Never talk ab0ut feelings..if they aren't really there

Never hold my hand..if u're going t0 break my heart

Never say u're g0ing t0..if u d0n't plan t0 start

Never l0ok me in the eye..if all u d0 is lie

Never say hell0..if u really mean g0odbye

if u really mean f0rever..then say u'll try

Never say f0rever..coz f0rever makes u cry..

T0 l0ve is n0thing

T0 be l0ved is s0mething

T0 love and be l0ved is everything..

T0 l0ve s0me0ne deeply gives u strength

Being l0ved by s0me0ne deeply gives u courage..

 

f0rget!!!

 

F0rget her name, f0rget her face

Her warm embrace

Forget the l0ve that u 0nce knew

Remember she has s0me0ne new

F0rget her when they played y0ur s0ng

Remember when u cried all night l0ng

F0rget h0w cl0sed u 0nce were

Remember she has ch0sen his

F0rget h0w u mem0rized her walk

F0rget the way she used t0 talk

F0rget the things she used t0 say

Remember she has g0ne away

F0rget her laugh and f0rget her smile

F0rget the way she held u tight

Remember she's with his t0night

F0rget the time that went s0 fast

F0rget the l0ve that m0ved, it's past

Remember u and she never can t0gether..

we just can be a friend..

I l0ve u en0ugh t0 fight f0r u, c0mpr0mise f0r u and

sacrifice myself f0r u if need be..

Enough t0 miss u incredibly when we're apart,

 n0 matter what length 0f time it's f0r

and regardless 0f the distance..

Enough t0 believe in 0ur relati0nship,

t0 stand by it thr0ugh the w0rse 0f time,

t0 have faith in 0ur strength as a c0uple

and t0 never give up 0n us..

En0ugh t0 spend the rest 0f my life with u,

be there f0r u when u need 0r want an never,

ever want t0 leave u 0r live with0ut u..

That is the true seas0n 0f l0ve,

when we believe thet we al0ne can l0ve,

that n0 0ne c0uld ever have l0ved s0 bef0re us,

and that n0 0ne will l0ve in the same way after us..